kalon.

“shaking in bed alone” suddenly holds meaning for me.

i’m crying & i don’t know why.

i need to talk to you.

but i don’t know how.

i’m making myself sick. 

seriously tonight is the fucking worst.

whatare you tryingto do to me?
like legit,what the hell?
have one get a girlfriend,but not be happy because of me.
have one get dumped,but be happybecause of me.
have me thinking about college & going away. real clever.
it’s too much to handle& all i can think about is how it’s myfault he’s probably cutting right now.